false_martyr

fuck 80mg oxycotin

yea!!


oh, & fuck livejournal too, i dont use it anymore. im too bored of all this shit to write about my everyday life on the internet and to post things for people to see when, in reality, i could just show them what i wanted to.

so bye.

i need $300 within the first week of september
someone help me please =D

not that i ever update this or feel the need to or even want to, i just wanted to post this:

warped tour was awesome. as i lay dying owned. killswitch engage owned alot harder.
crowd surfing ftw.
getting stuck in the wall of death clinging to this one random guy who kept asking me if i was okay ftl :[

Just a few things:
- I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY REGENTS!! with a 66 but i still passed
- Summer review sessions for math start August 1st
- Warped Tour is August 4th
- I have been applying everywhere for a summer job & nobody has called me back, so I think that idea has gone down the drain
- The Vines & Frou Frou are awesome
- It's way too hot outside
- The 5 key on my phone broke & it makes it really hard to do so many things with my phone
- Yesterday was the worst day ever & I don't know if things are going to get better :D !!

blah

What an awesome start to summer. This summer is going to be awesome :)

so before i was sitting down the block from the flop with everyone & some car threw an egg at me. awesomeee. everyone ran after the car really fast but the car obviously sped up. oh well. karma mann. tomorrow is my last test & then i'm done with tests until august when i have to retake my math regents. i've been job hunting it up & i'll be hoping for calls back.
oh & i've fallen inlove with frou frou. such a good band.

belly button = pierced

:)

i failed the math regents with a 59 =( damnit. i bet i'm gonna fail everything else now too.

he's acting just like him. the way he cares, the way he reads people, even the way he speaks.
the way he's leaving, where he's leaving to, why he's leaving, when he's leaving.
it's all the same as him. it's like he's him, but different.


it's like i've had this friendship before...


fuck.

today was the last day of school. i wore a tutu & an I.R baboon shirt (nobody understood it)

i left after 4th period with sara because there was really no point to stay in school

happy summer!

im just an insane emotional bitch
and he's an amazingly understanding person who puts up with it and loves me all the same

sugarpiehoneybunch<3

i hate my haircut
im so lonely
we're not working out but he doesnt realize this or anything i say
jesus i don't remember being so alone when i'm surrounded by so many people



you're just somebody i used to know.

i went to open mic night last night. met some cool kids, had a good time. found out that on the boys bathroom wall, "Melissa Is Deck" is written with my cellphone number underneath.
oh, & i cut my hair

things have been awesome lately.

i miss so many things from last spring & summer. i hope this summer will be so amazing that i'll get over the fact that i miss so many people & so many things & so many places.

we can only hope.

nick stevenson is the motherfucking man!

so uh my dad never woke me up for school this morning and isn't even home.

awesome, free day.

i just watched the very last episode of gilmore girls there will ever be.
it made me so sad to watch the series end :(
i never thought i'd be sad about a tv show ending, or even watch a tv show that long to care about it ending.